Is it okay to doubt God's existence?
It is not only okay to doubt God’s existence, but it is a very human thing to do. Everyone doubts God’s existence at some point in their lives. Whether it is breaking up with a girlfriend, being betrayed by a friend, the death of a loved one, or an unanswered prayer, every person doubts at some point.
That is why it is so important to be part of a faith community, or especially to have friends who are Christians - not to have them solve our problems or assuage our guilt for doubting God, but to have them reassure us and affirm whom we are.
It is even okay to yell at God and tell God all the ways the world is unfair. I’ve done this and found it therapeutic at times.
A friend once said to me, “If you didn’t struggle with beliefs, it would show they weren’t important to you.” To quote a picture from my office, “Where there is struggle, there also is strength.”
Don’t be afraid of struggles or doubts with faith. Share them with Christian friends and mentors and ask for prayers. You will get through it and find your faith stronger because of it!